Returned.

But we will die

but we will die

Thats all beauty

Every people had gone through different struggles and challenges in life so don't devalue their struggles, instead show them mercy and understanding.

Allah had chosen different people to undergo different test that if you are in their position you would have not been capable to go through it.

Trust me, any past/trauma or experience in life that is extremely rupturing your heart but make you closer to Allah is actually blessings so much in every way. 

The closeness to Allah that you have now cannot be replaced with anything, anyone, any duniya materials things at all. At all.

So be thankful much, by saying to Allah.. 

'Ya Allah, would have not been because of You had test me with the pain, I would have not been this close to You’

Sometimes when your heart really cries to Allah, solely to Him, thats all beauty you need in life. Thats all the happiness that you really need.

And for every tears ya Allah, thank You so much..

For the secret

Its sufficient for me that the knowledge of my future is with You, ya Allah. 

From all of my wishing and my efforts. 

My du'a and my hoping.

As a witness of my weakness and my incapacity.

And for the secret that You had wrote for me,  

I made du'a to You with all my heart. 

Stay

What is the difference between making du'a to Allah, and pouring your heart to Allah?

Making du'a to Allah is when u want something, of your needs and you ask of Him.And Allah said 'Call upon Me, I will respond to you'

But there is something so special than that. It is pouring your heart to Allah.

Pouring your heart to Allah is when you are not sure what to ask, because wallahi you don't know anything best for you. Therefore...

Ya Allah I let You save me.

Ya Allah, for what had scared me, never ever scares You.

For what has weaken me, never ever weakens You.

Ya Allah for what has hurt me, never ever hurt You.

Ya Allah for what has consumed me, never ever consume You.

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Allah has 99 different beautiful names, that firstly the first thing that Allah taught a human being, Prophet Adam a.s.

And theres so much special reasons behind that. Because every of His 99 names perfected our needs. SubhanaAllah.

Allah says, He is Ya Waduud (the Most Loving) meaning there is no one could love you more than Him.

Allah says, He is Ya Wahhab (the Most Giving) , means there is no one could give you more than Allah. SubhanaAllah.

Allah says He is Ya Sami' (the Most listening) means there is no one could ever listen to your wants, your needs, your pouring heart more than Allah.

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Never leave the One who endears Himself to you so much. For wallahi, you are more to Him, than everyone else you had ever love. So, stay my dear, don't go.

Stay with Allah.

I am happy with You

Wallahi. I swear by Allah. Those who are in deep pain or hurt. Your relief is close. Use the time when you hurt the most to be only. Only with Him.

The only route of happiness, and this is a reminder again for me also so much. I think I write this many times. Really. Is to be really in deep link with Allah.

Allah gives you barakah in everything u do when you put Allah first in your life. For example when you study,Allah increase your concentration

Do you know statically,those who pass with excellent mark at most universities are those who memorize the Quran? Wow, I heard it was 90% of the students.

I learn a valuable lesson. SubhanaAllah. I wish to share it with everyone who deeply hurt but something called duniya. You need to detach.

And its easier said than be done. Like really, in my life, like everyone has different struggle of course,but each of you has different fear.

My fear is deeply start in my childhood & I won't open about this.But its all duniya. Wallahi.Like even people, its duniya. So I learn...

I learn what Allah has thought me the most. To fear only Him.Not duniya.Not people.Don't fear about this duniya, you will be returned to Him.

One day I was deeply hurt and I slept dreaming somebody say to me.'All in this duniya is belong to Him and it is His. All in the akhirah is belong to Him and it is His'

You see. No matter what we belong to Him. All in this duniya belong to Him. So He do whatever He wills. You don't control anything.

I learn to realize that He created me for Him. Solely for Him. To love Him. To worship Him to be with Him always, not duniya. You know why?

Because just being with Him, He will make the duniya ease for you.

And thats the truth. Wallahi.

Sometimes we forgot that He misses us so much, especially when our mind and heart is only focus more in duniya.So we need to learn to detach

Sometimes we need to go away.Go away to Him. Your escape route is Allah. He will take care of your heart.He will provide the happiness for you

I ve never been much happier in my life till I feel the sweetness of being with Him. Wallahi theres no better feeling.

When you are with Him, you are happy. Allah put content in your heart. Because He creates you my dear all of you. He is the One who can make you happy.

You are beloved to Him. He is the One who can provide you unconditional love. Love that has no parallel. Love that is so much till you felt awe.

When you really feel the love of Allah, you will feel so ya Allah,What can I say? Let me tell you the ayah of Surah Maryam it is so beautiful.

Allah said to those who believe and do good deeds, Allah will reserve for him/her love. Unconditional love. Love that you never seen before.

If you feel around really, Allah loves you my brother and sister. Why would you search in anywhere else? He provide u. Feel ur heart beating.

Feel your stomach. Feel your comfortness in your bed. Feel your eyes when you can see things. Feel your touch. Feel your breath.

And tell me... does anyone, or anything could love you better than Allah?

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Ya Allah, I am happy with You my Rabb. So much.

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The more you have.

The more you have, the more closer you should be to Allah. The more you should turn to Allah, the more humble should you be.

The more sajdah you should do. The more sunnah prayers you should do. The more tears of grateful should you shed.
Masha Allah.

And grateful is amazing because you want to thank Him as much as He would like to be thanked for the gifts Allah had given you. :')