Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum. I am Nadia Syamila. Welcome to one of places where I pour my heart, my emotions, my feelings and most of the things out. May we inspire each other. Hope we meet in Jannah. Pray for me. And forgive me for my mistakes. Jazakallahukhayr.

Wednesday, October 21, 2015

I am happy with You

Wallahi. I swear by Allah. Those who are in deep pain or hurt. Your relief is close. Use the time when you hurt the most to be only. Only with Him.

The only route of happiness, and this is a reminder again for me also so much. I think I write this many times. Really. Is to be really in deep link with Allah.

Allah gives you barakah in everything u do when you put Allah first in your life. For example when you study,Allah increase your concentration
Do you know statically,those who pass with excellent mark at most universities are those who memorize the Quran? Wow, I heard it was 90% of the students.
I learn a valuable lesson. SubhanaAllah. I wish to share it with everyone who deeply hurt but something called duniya. You need to detach.

And its easier said than be done. Like really, in my life, like everyone has different struggle of course,but each of you has different fear.

My fear is deeply start in my childhood & I won't open about this.But its all duniya. Wallahi.Like even people, its duniya. So I learn...

I learn what Allah has thought me the most. To fear only Him.Not duniya.Not people.Don't fear about this duniya, you will be returned to Him.
One day I was deeply hurt and I slept dreaming somebody say to me.'All in this duniya is belong to Him and it is His. All in the akhirah is belong to Him and it is His'
You see. No matter what we belong to Him. All in this duniya belong to Him. So He do whatever He wills. You don't control anything.
I learn to realize that He created me for Him. Solely for Him. To love Him. To worship Him to be with Him always, not duniya. You know why?

Because just being with Him, He will make the duniya ease for you.

And thats the truth. Wallahi.

Sometimes we forgot that He misses us so much, especially when our mind and heart is only focus more in duniya.So we need to learn to detach
Sometimes we need to go away.Go away to Him. Your escape route is Allah. He will take care of your heart.He will provide the happiness for you
I ve never been much happier in my life till I feel the sweetness of being with Him. Wallahi theres no better feeling.
When you are with Him, you are happy. Allah put content in your heart. Because He creates you my dear all of you. He is the One who can make you happy.
You are beloved to Him. He is the One who can provide you unconditional love. Love that has no parallel. Love that is so much till you felt awe.
When you really feel the love of Allah, you will feel so ya Allah,What can I say? Let me tell you the ayah of Surah Maryam it is so beautiful.
Allah said to those who believe and do good deeds, Allah will reserve for him/her love. Unconditional love. Love that you never seen before.
If you feel around really, Allah loves you my brother and sister. Why would you search in anywhere else? He provide u. Feel ur heart beating.
Feel your stomach. Feel your comfortness in your bed. Feel your eyes when you can see things. Feel your touch. Feel your breath.
And tell me... does anyone, or anything could love you better than Allah?


Ya Allah, I am happy with You my Rabb. So much.



  1. wish to meet you preety nadia syamila :). love to read your entry

  2. Thanks for the sharing nadia. Kinda needed it. May Allah bless :)

  3. @fifiyfitrianiee inshaAllah, ade rezeki kita jumpa, thank you dear, alhamdulillah you r pretty too, jazakillahukhayr

    @Arifuddin Adam Jazakallahukhayr.