Undeserved

When you make du’a to Allah

And somehow what you ask for

you really feel undeserved for it

still you have high hopes for Allah

because you feel how much He can just give

and bless you with what your heart need

... you cannot help but to cry

When you remember all the blessings

that you have now and before

and you really feel undeserved for it

because of much mistakes and wrongs 

and much forgetful you are to thank Him so much

…you cannot help but to cry

When you think of how much Allah 

has always be there and stay for you

even when in a day when you are

so busy with this worldly lives

and yet He never fail to help you so much

to accomplish your doings so much

…you cannot help but to cry

And sometimes that meaningless of yourself

and the nothingness you felt within

for much of helpless you are

when you said ‘ya Allah I really do not deserve’

…you cannot help but to cry

***

Ya Allah I really do not deserve. 

For all the things you have given me

And much that you have put me through…

I want to tell You even though You knew

I am so much not deserving of all of this..

And for the thanks that could never be enough..

Thank You ya Allah. 

So much. :'