If I could see clearer

Ya Allah…

For being alive today, another day…

thank You…

for my heartbeat that I can feel within my chest

thank You…

for my eyes…that when the wudu’ filled it in a way that i see everything something special

thank You

for having to type this with my fingers and heart

thank You

for having my family in whatsapp group 

thank You

for the eyes that shed tears

thank You…

for the comfort that You gives me

thank You

for the hope that I hope

thank You

for the window next to me when I see how rain just had company me

thank You

for the drops of water that I hear from the rain

thank You

for the wanting to be love by You so much

thank You

for feeling meaningless and nothingness

thank You…

for feeling in need of You regarding my heart so much

thank You…

for hearing ‘ya Allah’ and my heart deeply feels You

thank You

for the feeling of tears streaming down my skin

thank You...

for having You always to be there for me

thank You

for feeling submit to Your decree

thank You…

and now I am really feel okay ya Allah..

thank You

I know I can’t never thank You enough…but

thank You..

really thank You..

thank You ya Allah…

so much.