Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum. I am Nadia Syamila. Welcome to one of places where I pour my heart, my emotions, my feelings and most of the things out. May we inspire each other. Hope we meet in Jannah. Pray for me. And forgive me for my mistakes. Jazakallahukhayr.

Thursday, August 20, 2015

Sometimes I feel like

Ya Allah... for being happy when I think about people instead of thinking about You...
I am sorry...
For loving people much that I cry...
I am sorry...
For an hour that passed without remembering You...
I am sorry...
For telling people about my problems and tears before You..
I am sorry...
For waking up and forgot to niah everything that I do today is for You...
I am sorry...
For when I do prayers and cry not solely because of You but because of other things in duniya
or the happiness that I longing for...
I am sorry...
For sometimes I don't know how my heart thinks about people and duniya more than You in a day...
I am sorry...
For not praise You as much as You deserve to be praised...
I am sorry...
For not struggling in Your cause as much as You worth to be struggled for...
I am sorry
For not able to cry when I have should to when I listen to every single words of You in the Quran...
I am sorry...

I am sorry ya Allah
I am
sorry.
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