Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum. I am Nadia Syamila. Welcome to one of places where I pour my heart, my emotions, my feelings and most of the things out. May we inspire each other. Hope we meet in Jannah. Pray for me. And forgive me for my mistakes. Jazakallahukhayr.

Tuesday, October 6, 2015

So do you think Allah will let you down?

Today I wanna share with you something. A story that happened few weeks ago. This is a lesson for me as well so much.
On Friday night in this Dublin city, I was alone walking at night (I know I shouldn't do this but) anyway I went to bus stop...

The reason I share this is because I fell in love with my Creator so much after this had happened to me so I hope somehow you will feel the love.

I was stopped by three guys. And one of them ask me 'Can I have your number?' And I said 'No, but thank you' and I go to the corner of the bus stop.
I was there really scared.You know fears envelop me so much. And they were like whispering to each other and looking at me.

And when I was alone helplessly at that night, I know one thing in my heart and my mind. I only need Allah. Hasbi Allah. I only need Allah.

So I whisper a du'a in my heart. Ya Allah make my heart firmly have yaqeen in You that You will protect me.

Let me tell you something about this du'a that Allah inspired in me. 
I am not just saying, 'Ya Allah protect me'.
But I am asking Allah to show something, to make my heart firm that He will definitely protect me. :'

At that time, I remembered in Quran when Allah says to Malaikah Jibrail, go down help them with an army of malaikah making the believers firm.

Just less than one minute after I was making this du'a. Wallahi less than one minute, there was a Malaysian guy walking approach the bus stop.
And I went towards him asking 'are you Malaysian?' And he said 'yes I am' And found out that he was one of my junior.

As soon as the three guys look at me talking to this junior of mine, they went away. Ya Allah... only Allah knew how relieved I am.

Okay now. There was only me and that guy in the bus stop. The minutes shown left was '6 min' for the bus to arrived. 
Now another thought comes into my mind. 
Although I felt extremely relieved, but now like its really at night. And I m still scared. The junior understand that I am scared, so he kinda move away more..
And as I was waiting the bus my heart saying alhamdulillah so much, I was thinking about Aisyah r.a.

You know, I remembered when Aisyah r.a. was being accused for walking alone with a guy at night...
She was being accused for doing bad things with the guy, but the truth is she was lost and that guy helped her.
So when Rasulullah s.a.w find out about this, as a husband I really understand my beloved Prophet must have a little bit of jealousy.
But of course everyone make mistake, I don't want to tell you how much Allah defend Aisyah r.a. in the Quran.
But I wanna tell you how the two close sahabah of Rasulullah s.a.w. approach Rasulullah regarding this matter.

Saidina Ali the one who promised Jannah say to Rasulullah s.a.w.
'Look Rasulullah you can just divorce Aisyah and marry a lot of other girls'

And now lets look at what Saidina Umar r.a. said to Rasulullah s.a.w. He said' Ya Rasulullah do you remember why you marry Aisyah?'

And then Rasulullah s.a.w. said 'I ve seen her in my dream. Allah wants me to marry her' So Umar r.a. says beautifully 'So, do you...

'So do you think Allah will let you down?' :'

SubhanaAllah. I adore Umar r.a. so much. Wallahi.


  1. sobhan Alrahman... similar thing happened to me too two years ago. I remember I felt so scared so I really turned to Allah with all my heart, not just for the situation but I was also learning true tawakkul that time, and really sobhan Allah... help came directly after, I was safe sobhan Allah. After that I learnt about true trust in Allah and relying on His promise just like you did
    Allaho akbar :)

  2. nice stroy to read. masha Allah. Alhamdulillah

  3. @romana Alhamdulillah. Allah is so nice towards us. Excellent is Allah The Most Helper. Jazakillahukhayr

    @fifiyfitrianiee alhamdulillah, may it benefit and inspire other people. Jazakillahukhayr