Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum. I am Nadia Syamila. Welcome to one of places where I pour my heart, my emotions, my feelings and most of the things out. May we inspire each other. Hope we meet in Jannah. Pray for me. And forgive me for my mistakes. Jazakallahukhayr.
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Showing posts with label diary. Show all posts

Thursday, September 6, 2018

Rest assured

Right now I am at Dublin a country so far from Malaysia my hometown where all of my beloved ones are there. .

Everyone and everybody in this life has and will experience loneliness at times.  I talked to a taxi driver who had lost her husband ten years ago feeling all lonely when she came home at night.  I've seen life story where a man who had one child feeling all lonely because he had lost her wife and had to take care his very own 5 year old son. .

This life would never be everyday happy and fulfilling. There will be a day or more, time when there is just an emptiness and loneliness. .

When you are feeling empty and lonely, first and foremost, understand your own nature being. .

Its okay to sometimes feel some sort of emptiness and loneliness and sadness and hurtfulness. .

However, know this by heart, that Allah never leave you alone. .

Your creator is with you all the way in this journey in this life. .

Know this by heart, sometimes Allah takes away people in your life, making you all alone for you to be focusing to remember Allah and to do things that benefit you. .

What are the things that benefit you, that you can do when you have nobody disturbing you? .

It is of course ibadah, remembering Allah, studying, memorising, working hard, practice, taking care of our self and physical.. And many more! .

Therefore know this, as much as you missed His other's creation,  He is the One who misses you even more!
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Rest assured in heart that He is with you up there taking good care of you and His promises for those who had lost their beloved in this world will meet again each other in the hereafter and live happily ever after there. .

Rest assured and believe in His promises in the Quran because we are the believers. .

The mu'minun.
The mukmin, their's heart is rest assured.
The mukmin,  their's heart is rest assured and content with everything Allah put them through❤
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So rest assured my dear, soon you will be so happy.

Saturday, August 13, 2016

For every moment

Ya Rabb, tonight as I was sitting here and have a thought about You and my life, thank You ya Rabb. I can’t express by words of how much peaceful I am right now, feeling so content and happy in a way that I felt just so peaceful and rest ya Rabb. I guess I ve been longing for this feeling for a long time. Ya Allah, thank You for my family so much ya Rabb. I can’t ask You more about my family because it is such a beautiful gift from You ya Allah. 
Ya Allah, I used to fight for why things are not happening and why things are happening, I remember when I used to battle inside my heart for why I feel things and why I don’t, why I was in pain, why I have to go through these and these, until I realise at one point of time when I stop fighting with Your decree ya Rabb, but accept it with gratefulness. 
Ya Rabb, I am so thankful that You instil in me peace that I ve been longing for, strength that I ve been wishing for, and most of all happiness that I ve been dreaming of. Truly ya Rabb, contentment of heart is only achieved by pleasing You and remembrance of You and being grateful much of what You have decreed upon me. 
Ya Rabb, for this peaceful night, thank You ya Rabb… How do I? What should I…said to You…to express my gratitude enough, how do I be grateful to You as much as You deserve ya Rabb.. because You deserve so much more. So much more..
Thank You ya Allah.. for every moment in my life. 


Saturday, June 25, 2016

Taste of Paradise

I feel like this Ramadan, is really fast.

It reminds me of how this life is like a blink of an eye.

It scares my heart, because I remember when Allah says 'You only live for a short while in this duniya if only you know'

And though how much this Ramadan is really fast...

It teaches me "with hardship there are a lot of ease". Just as Allah mentioned in the Quran.

I cannot be thankful enough to my Lord whom the Giver of the ability to taste a lot of delicious food especially during breaking the fast.

I cannot be thankful enough to my Lord for giving me the glimpse and taste of Jannah.

Being able to spend this Ramadan with my beloved family is a taste of Paradise from Allah to me.
Because Paradise won't feel like Paradise if you are alone and not with your beloved for example, your family.

Ya Allah..
The companionship that You grant me during this Ramadan with my family is so beautiful ya Rabb, thank You..
For every laughter my mum and my dad made, and I captured it into my heart and my mind.. thank You ya Allah..
For every smile and adventurous moment with my siblings, that I captured it into my heart and my mind... thank You ya Allah.

Ya Allah, I really don't know when will my time end, or when will their time end...
I don't know when will I go... or when will my beloved family go...
I don't know that ya Allah.. :'

but thank You ya Allah.. Thank You for this moment and this taste of Paradise in duniya.

I feel like this Ramadan is a forgiveness and mercy from You to us so much.

For every of our tiredness and every slept that You have given us, thank You ya Rabb.

I know You promised us Lailatul Qadr in this blessed month of Ramadan.
And we really want to be granted the night of better than 1000 months ya Rabb.

But I hope we know this by heart... sincerity goes all the way.

Dear people, ikhlas is really beautiful.

When we really did something, any good deed, purely, ikhlas, sincerely for Allah,

"sincerely ya Rabb this is for You, this is for my thankfulness towards You"

know that it is much more than receiving rewards of 1000 months.

It is much more because dear people, it is called ikhlas.

It is called ikhlas becoming Allah's creations. Accepting the good and the hard time of this life because we are the servants of AlMighty.

Ikhlas being with Allah and taste the happiness of worshiping Allah in prayers and in remembrance of Him in this blessed month of Ramadan.

Alhamdulillah ya Allah for every happiness and tranquility in prayers.

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May Allah grant us ikhlas and full sincerity for Allah so much in this beautiful month of Ramadan.





Tuesday, April 5, 2016

Assessment on Surah Al Fatihah

Assalam people, alhamdulillah yesterday is the end of our halaqah for this semester, we ended it earlier so that for preparation for final exam. Make du'a for us, inshaAllah.

RCSI Isoc organised this kind of weekly halaqah started from Jan 2015. But specifically for this time, it is focused on the Surah in the Quran, which I think it was so overwhelming.

This is our poster for the weekly halaqah. Its really nice, good job Graphic Designer Officers!

They are really kind to change the date everytime we have the halaqa even though its weekly so that we did not miss the date. May Allah bless them.


Yesterday officially marked the end of this halaqah and we have examination on this. This is the question paper. 


We got 50 minutes to answer this. Ya, we take picture of the question paper hehe. 
So this is my answers that I wanna share to you. But its a long essay so if you have time inshaAllah, you can read and may it benefit to all of us. 


I realised that I skipped this verse of 'Alhamdulilahi Rabbi Al A'lamiin' So I'm going to write here.

                           When you say the second verse of Suratul Fatihah which is 'All praises belong to Allah the Lord of this worlds'. The world 'Alhamd' is used here. This word is so incredible because 'Alhamd' means that All praises and thanks belong to Allah'. Its like Allah did not need us to praise Him to increase His Greatness, because He is the All-Praises Worthy. He already is Praised. Allah is how He praised Himself. SubhanaAllah. But Allah indeed is so happy when we praise Him, therefore praise Him much. Allah is saying here that 'Al hamd' can be both of meanings which are praise and thanks. So the first after we started the name of Allah 'bismillah' we say thanks to Allah. To Allah the Rabb. The Rabbul A'lamiin. The Lord of these worlds. Notice the word A'lamiin is for two things (grammar in Arabic). Therefore some scholars say it was for the world of the jinn and mankind, some said the world of animal and mankind. But we both know that Allah is The Rabb, The Holder, The Controller, The Lord of everything of everything. And as all the artists in this world, artist like to be recognised and praised for the art and masterpieces that they made and therefore, so more beyond is Allah subhanahu wataala who worth all of the praises. Allah is so happy when You praised Him and He is the Most Appreciative. Therefore, say 'alhamdulillah' much and feel it deep down in your heart. 'Ya Allah... for not praising You enough, as much as You deserved to be praised for... I am sorry ya Rabb'. 




Thats all from me. Lets keep going on and motivated for this final exam inshaAllah. May Allah ease our studies and grant us understanding and increase us knowledge and light from His infinite possession, grace and bounty so much.

Ameen. 

Tuesday, October 6, 2015

So do you think Allah will let you down?

Today I wanna share with you something. A story that happened few weeks ago. This is a lesson for me as well so much.
On Friday night in this Dublin city, I was alone walking at night (I know I shouldn't do this but) anyway I went to bus stop...

The reason I share this is because I fell in love with my Creator so much after this had happened to me so I hope somehow you will feel the love.

I was stopped by three guys. And one of them ask me 'Can I have your number?' And I said 'No, but thank you' and I go to the corner of the bus stop.
I was there really scared.You know fears envelop me so much. And they were like whispering to each other and looking at me.

And when I was alone helplessly at that night, I know one thing in my heart and my mind. I only need Allah. Hasbi Allah. I only need Allah.

So I whisper a du'a in my heart. Ya Allah make my heart firmly have yaqeen in You that You will protect me.

Let me tell you something about this du'a that Allah inspired in me. 
I am not just saying, 'Ya Allah protect me'.
But I am asking Allah to show something, to make my heart firm that He will definitely protect me. :'

At that time, I remembered in Quran when Allah says to Malaikah Jibrail, go down help them with an army of malaikah making the believers firm.

Just less than one minute after I was making this du'a. Wallahi less than one minute, there was a Malaysian guy walking approach the bus stop.
And I went towards him asking 'are you Malaysian?' And he said 'yes I am' And found out that he was one of my junior.

As soon as the three guys look at me talking to this junior of mine, they went away. Ya Allah... only Allah knew how relieved I am.

Okay now. There was only me and that guy in the bus stop. The minutes shown left was '6 min' for the bus to arrived. 
Now another thought comes into my mind. 
Although I felt extremely relieved, but now like its really at night. And I m still scared. The junior understand that I am scared, so he kinda move away more..
And as I was waiting the bus my heart saying alhamdulillah so much, I was thinking about Aisyah r.a.

You know, I remembered when Aisyah r.a. was being accused for walking alone with a guy at night...
She was being accused for doing bad things with the guy, but the truth is she was lost and that guy helped her.
So when Rasulullah s.a.w find out about this, as a husband I really understand my beloved Prophet must have a little bit of jealousy.
But of course everyone make mistake, I don't want to tell you how much Allah defend Aisyah r.a. in the Quran.
But I wanna tell you how the two close sahabah of Rasulullah s.a.w. approach Rasulullah regarding this matter.

Saidina Ali the one who promised Jannah say to Rasulullah s.a.w.
'Look Rasulullah you can just divorce Aisyah and marry a lot of other girls'

And now lets look at what Saidina Umar r.a. said to Rasulullah s.a.w. He said' Ya Rasulullah do you remember why you marry Aisyah?'

And then Rasulullah s.a.w. said 'I ve seen her in my dream. Allah wants me to marry her' So Umar r.a. says beautifully 'So, do you...

'So do you think Allah will let you down?' :'

SubhanaAllah. I adore Umar r.a. so much. Wallahi.
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<3

Monday, September 7, 2015

My heart

Now is 11 pm here in this beautiful city of Dublin.
I am listening to Maher Zain -I love you so.
I don't always post about me.
But this night.
While preparing for tomorrow class.
My heart want to write for a while.

I really enjoy this nasheed though.
So beautiful lyrics...
Sometimes I really think...
Like... sometimes...I am really scared..
I wish Allah keep me and my loved ones firm in this Deen..

You see our ummah...
I am really sad when my friends becoming different from they were...
Like we used to remind each other about Allah a lot..
but now... she is different.
But its okay....
I hope and pray that Allah always guide her so much.


Alhamdulillah...
my sadness really dissapear when I think about my sahabat
I am so thankful to have Aini.
She is really my sahabat duniya akhirah.
I dont know if she read this...
but I really love her.

Wallahi.

Today is my dad birthday.
I told him that Paradise wont feel like Paradise without you.
He is happy alhamdulillah.
I really love him.
Sometimes.., when I am here in Dublin... and I am far from my loved ones and my family..
I am really scared...
Especially when it comes to parent
How much time left for me to be able to be their happiness?
And them to be my happiness?

I am forever grateful to You ya Allah.
I really do...
Ya Allah today... a lot of miracle things happen to me...
I just pray to be granted beautiful telekung
And You are so nice to give me...:'
I am so touched ya Allah..
Just the way I wanted...
And someone give me that as a present
Thank You ya Allah...

My boot is torn but
I didnt pray to get boots...
I just feel its okay I have the other one shoes even though its not boot. Even though when it rains.. and my socks are wet.. and its uncomfortable but i really love the other shoes You ve given me ya Allah.
I really do feel okay... I am okay without boot.

But Allah is so nice to me today..
You know,,..
Allah give me two boots :'
Suddenly...my senior left with two boots with perfectly fit my size...
I know its nothing really for some people..
But to me...
I feel so touched..
Ya Allah you are so nice to me :'
I dont even ask you to give me boots... but You give me two boots :'
And its so beautiful :''
Thank You ya Allah....
I am really happy ya Allah.. I really do...

thank You so much ya Allah
thank You so much ya Allah...
And you give me beautiful dresses that I didnt pray for but I really do appreciate them so much
Thank you ya Allah :'

You are so nice to me
Today I remember I want to check on something..something that i unable to access
I cant because its private...
I dont know why I have the urge to check it...
So I pray la ilaha illa anta subhanaka inni kuntum minazzolimin
And suddenly  a few while..
I can access to it..
I dont know really how...
But thank You ya Allah...
I feel so happy that Allah gives me that I forgot why I even want to check..

You are really nice to me...
I dont mind now...
everything really...
Because no matter what I have You
And Ya Allah You always enough for me...

Alhamdulillah...
Ya Allah..help me so much...
like You always do...

I owe You ya Allah...
Everything of me.

Saturday, June 15, 2013

Dinner with mum

Kalau kita sedih, Allah selalu hantar ibu kita jd peneman. Kita dari kecil tidak bermaya ibu yang jaga. Kita nak kasih sayang , Allah beri melalui ibu.

Ibu marah kita sikit, kita marah balik. Kenapa macam tu? Kalau kita sabar, Allah sayang. Kalau kita berdoa, ibu mesti lembut hati.

Ibu banyak berkorban untuk kita. Hargailah. Doa doa banyak2.

Kalau hati dekat dengan Allah, pasti buat salah sikit dekat ibu pun boleh nangis sebab takut Allah marah.

Biar org tak kenal kat sini, penduduk di langit sudah kenal hamba Allah yang taat pada ibu.

<3 Love mummy , thank u for amazing dinner.

Thursday, June 13, 2013

Memoirs of Texas, USA

Assalamualaikum hye... so recently I ve got a lots of call from my juniors to actually post pictures of my winning 2 years ago in texas.. and tell them how do I got to there.. And I ve got call from teacher to give talk about this.. insha Allah .. I 'll go MRSM Taiping to give speech about this.

This is really challenging for me to tell you but .. May this inspires you guys..

An opening picture when I was winning Gold Medal in Texas Alhamdulillah, its not mine its Allah's



so this is my picture on stage with my friend, Kiki (my partner for this science project)

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How does it begin?
It started when I was brainstorming ideas .. and suddenly this whole thing come into my mind..
I thought about battery 
I thought about recycle item such as vermicompost(worms' faeces)
My project title is 'Low cost battery from vermicompost'
Okay at first as usual, every success started with failures.. I fail a lot of times especially when obtaining voltage from the vermicompost but alhamdulillah at last I got it..
So theres a lot of stages.. At first I was selected in Tunas Scientist.. and finally I work hard doing thesis for ISWEEEP competition in USA..

The results come on Friday but.. that time my name wasnt up in the internet, I thought I was not selected to go to USA.. but i still keep on hoping, saturday went by... sunday went by...
And comes Monday.. we are celebrating Maulidur Rasul.. My heart is only waiting for if some miracle happens and my name was up as finalist in the internet..until the dhuha prayer..
I was saying at last I pray so that I felt redha inside my heart , whatever the decision Allah made for me..
Guess what happen next?

I was coming back to the dorm , and suddenly they said my name was up and im the selected finalist full sponsorship staying 1 week in Texas USA.. what? Subhana Allah .. Alhamdulillah!

Yay.. so my trip is 22 hours on the air..
heee
and stop in Dubai for 6 hours



This is me and my friends , we re eating in Dubai. Its really great memories. Subhana Allah!

So in the aeroplane again . Emirates. I wish I had pictures but sorry in the aeroplane I was so scared to take pictures hee. First time :)
So when I just reach . Subhana Allah. Unforgettable experience. Allah's gift.





Alhamdulillah finally I reached at Houston, Texas, USA. The feelings subhana Allah, indescribable. Masha Allah. Allah is the Greatest.
First check out the bags and head straight to the 5 star hotel. Its gorgeous. Alhamdulillah. Wait I forgot to tell you, that my mum follow me:) But she take other aeroplane with her friend, Aunty Mas. We shared room. 2 queen bed for 4 persons include me. Awesome. Subhana Allah. I dont deserve this... Thank you Allah..



The Hotel greets us with this banner . Cool :)
Okay so we had a good rest:) And solah, they have qiblah , definitely cool.
Next day after set up for presentation, we went to go shopping.. hehe yay! but i dont really buy anything lols.. but I enjoy going there :D


We went shopping to factory outlet but I didnt really buy anything. The next day come...
We have to prepare for big day. For presentation. Oh my so scared. But Allah help us. Subhana Allah. Never forget that :'



This is the day of presentation. :D I guess we do a great job on the poster.. it it ... hehe



Yay.. after finish, we go perform solah, and go on adventure hehe! we go to see the view of texas :)






The next day was going to NASA space centre :) we were so excited




This is the Nasa Space Center

And the day arrive, when the Award Day.
We were very scared. Selawat is on our lips throughout the ceremony.

Alhamdulillah
We won. 
Gold Medal, and 1000 $ dollars. And full scholarship to North American College. (but i reject the scholarship taking JPA instead).. Alhamdulillah.

Allah definitely Maha Kaya. Kalau kita minta dengan penuh harapan Allah akan bagi. Kerana semua kejayaan milik Allah. 

Me on internet:

Alhamdulillah Subhana Allah.

If you want to read more about my project, Utusan Malaysia had post it. This is the link:

And then I collaborate with UMP Universiti Malaysia Pahang
and won several contests more. Alhamdulillah Masha Allah
My pictures on stage, my cousin found it in internet. My mum was in the brown blouse. She was on tears. I could remember when she said she was very proud of me. 
Thank you Allah for blissful moment in my life. Alhamdulillah

I wish I can put more pictures, but this the pictures that available this time hee.
Jazakallah khair. May Allah bless you and grant you more success than I am. Amiin.

<3





"And my success can only come from Allah. In Him I trust, and unto Him I return." [Hud:88]

Sunday, June 17, 2012

Bestnya Ukhuwah



Alhamdulillah went out to Shah Alam Mall aka Plaza Massalam with my lovely friend Aisyah Shakirah. She is blogger and vlogger too! Doing da'wah together.. ontop of all, we are slaves of Allah Subhanahu wa Taala <3

Alhamdulillah having fun together <3 <3 <3

The most important thing, Sahabat that remind you of Allah and hereafter :')


Jazakillah aisyah

p/s, we eat alot



Aisyah, with Allah's permit ,

We'll meet again in sha Allah <3

Sayang Aisyah kerana Allah <3
Alhamdulillah for the happy moments, bestnya Aisyah sleepover rumah Nadia  <3


Monday, April 2, 2012

Usrah sahabatku

Is it hard to ber USRAH ?

Usrah is one of the way to increase muslim's knowledge about Islam <3

And of course :)
The Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him) said: "The seeking of knowledge is obligatory for every Muslim." - Al-Tirmidhi

And if this happen to you...
I was toooooooooo lazyyy  to go to surau or masjid
Why no skyping and talk about Islam dear? especially for muslimah <3



 thats me and my friend <3 Aisyah Syakirah <3
Thank you for always remind me of Allah <3

And the best of friend 
The Prophet ﷺ (peace be upon him) was reportedly asked: “Which of our companions are best?” He replied: “One whose appearance reminds you of God, and whose speech increases you in knowledge, and whose actions remind you of the hereafter.”

So increasing knowledge about Islam inshaAllah <3 one of the way that lead us to Jannatul Firdaus <3 

HAPPILY HEREAFTER inshaAllah amiin <3

remember dear  In an authentic Hadith, the Prophet Muhammad (saws) said: “A person is likely to follow the faith of his friend, so look whom you befriend".